I made a commitment to be honest and vulnerable in my writings and I want to admit that I have felt a little off recently. I strive to live my life every day with a driven purpose to succeed and make the most of that day. I let myself get distracted and have felt like I was not quite "in the zone." There are a few factors that could have contributed to this. It could be that I have not been running or exercising like I should. It could be that I have not started my day with a focus time in quite awhile. It could be that I have let petty circumstances rule my thoughts instead of remembering the bigger picture. At times I have let worry get the best of me instead of trusting in the answer. Maybe the fact that I have been off chocolate and Mexican food (and all things unhealthy) for almost a month has something to do with it. It also could be that the Oprah show is ending today and it is really affecting me... seriously, I am not looking forward to it! Even as I write all of this down I can see how off track I have really let myself get - I kinda want to slap myself actually. But I guess it is true what they say - the first step is admitting that you have a problem. So in front of all of my blog readers (the thousands... well hundreds.. well...) I will admit that I need to get back on track and get back to the kind of life I was meant to live!
So I will get back to a more productive, more focused morning routine. I will spend less time worrying and more time finding solutions. I will also focus on what is good in my life and remembering how grateful I truly am for the life I get to live each day. I also think that getting chocolate and Mexican food back into my life next week will help too :)
Today I am grateful for: 1. Learning life as I go 2. Motivation to do better 3. Pics of Martha Ann & Wylie that made my day yesterday 4. A good work day 5. Hopefully getting through the last Oprah show today
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